30. what changed this month and what you hope to happen next month?

i’ve come to terms with the how i feel and doing so makes it easier to move on and not obsess and analyse my relationship. i also feel really sad about being on my own i miss being in a couple especially as i havnt had a chance to enjoy being single yet so maybe this is my month to. i hope to feel at ease with being on my own but mainly like to meet someone but lets face it doubt it’ll happen that quickly. i just want to enjoy my easter holidays with my friends and see what happens. i also hope my ex realises what a dick he was to let me go! but doesnt everyone. definetly april is the first month this year i’ve felt my happiest fingers crossed it’ll get better